SOoooo... I love photography... so much I wish I could prosue my dream of being a photographer of some sort... but I must confess... I havn't been going out and taking photos like I use to.. I miss it... a lot.. so I will go out and start using my 35 mm again soon! and am planing on taking one of my old, OLD camras out for a test run! should be fun! I hope to post them up on here and getting back into all this! I miss it. sooooo... expect to be seeing some new stuff soon - ish.. haha!

MUCH LOVES!!

The Pirate!

This is what's goin' on...

Mood: Lazy
Listening to: The Beautiful People / Marilyn Manson
Reading: Photography Your Way / Chuck DeLaney
Watching: The Ringer

YAHHHHH!!!! My birthday was on the 28th! I'm 19 now.. woot woot. dosn't feel any diffrent.. just gotta get use to saying I'm 19 now instead of 18... was a decent birthday.. no party, just hangin out. birthdays arnt what they use to be anymore.. price you pay for havin a kid and growin up.. don't worry.. I'll have a big birthday again when I'm 21.. haha! anyways..

Finlly had the baby!! wile ago.. on April 18th, same day as my mothers birthday.. haha! quite strange and intresting.. she was a beautiful 8 pound 4 ounce, 20 1/4 inches, baby.. You will probully be seein some more photos of her up here.. I can't stop takin pictures of her! haha!

Well, I started adding some pictures I did in Ellensburg High School, when I was there for a bit of the year... I got to use there dark room, and it was a lot of fuN! one of the coolest experianced with photography I have had the chance to experiance! SO you should defintly check them out! and keep checkin back, cause I should be adding more!

Just been quite busy in my life latly, plus I've been doing a lot of work with these two wonderful stock pages! Show some love... ~the-unseen and ~Heartofnails-Stock you just might wanna use some of the stock!

Think that's it... who knows.. haha! Enjoy!



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Super cool Stamps!





That's all fooks!

ook. I bout to be a mommy for all those that don't know... And I'm damn proud to be a mommy. So no negitivity, or I'll kill you. I live in Ellensburg now with my father... got a job now though, maybe I'll be able to move out... cause some how I don't think that little bit of space is enough... I want my own place. I have a car now, and that's always good. Maybe I'll be able to vist people more... And I love my photography class! 35 mm is awsome... i want my own dark room some day. Hopfully I'll get my photos scaned so I can summit them up here... till then I think I'm only gonna be summiting in my stock account. Some time... haha. I've been quite busy... driving to yakama 3 nights a week for training for work sucks... but I'm getting payed for it, and payed for the gas. And wow! my tummy is getting the biggest it's ever been in my life! haha! now i know I wasn't fat before... but damn... my baby's eating me! i eat a shit ton, and I still have low weight gain.... but it's all good. the docter isn't worryed... i don't think. I just want the baby to be born now! haha! I miss coffie! and soda.... and damn it's hard to quit smokin... but I did it.... all for my baby. well, since I'm in class I should do my work.... ha!

Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister
Listening to your twisted transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
The wind is coming through
Can't get enough

(Chorus)
A lonely life where no one understands you
But don't give up because the music tune
Music tune! (x6)

Because the music tunes
And then it its reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
The streets will wisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor

Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world it can eat you if you let it
And as your tits fall off
Your dress, your dress
But when she's coming through
You're in a mess

(Chorus)

Because the music tunes
And then it its reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
The streets will wisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor
Music tune! (x4)

Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt!
Says who? Says who?
I'm not the timeless bitch
I'm not the timeless bitch, I'm not the time!
Just let me be
Between you and them things!

Because the music tunes
And then it its reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
The streets will wisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor

-Twisted Transistor/KoRn

"Falling Away From Me"

Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Do what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
Slow it down.

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

Twisting me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.

Life's falling away from me.
It's falling away from me.
Life's falling away from me.
Fuck!

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

KoRn

Jessica, I love you.....